30.8.04
lost n cant be found...
was on da train to jurong east to meet da guys for ktv session when it suddenly came into my mind..my pendant n ring together wif da necklance tat i lost during 44th...its was someting tat i shldnt be keeping it wif me..but i jus couldnt let go...keeping it inside my drawer n let it be forgotten...but guess its jus fate...i took off da ring n wore it wif my necklance ever since da day...but i still wear tat necklance...but for ncc stuff...u know da rulez...so i took it off n kept it in my pocket..?? hmz..couldnt rem hw i lost it..guess wat they say is true..wat is not urs..no matter hw hard u try..it'll nt be urs...
2day is nt tat bad..went to ktv as avs lab cancelled...quite fun...except when wT kept singing off da notez...haha...we..or at least me..is laughing like mad...those who sing along wif him will realise tat ur voice is kinda like kena drag away by his...tink he too "hardworking" le...=P
jus reach home...quite early..tink tis wk i would like to keep it tis way..since im going off on sat...go sch on time n come home rite after sch...save money also..tis wk gotta save some..need to return my dear hida da money tat i borrowed from her...
till then..ciaoz...
life is really a pain...-LiFe SuX-
Posted by dotsux at 8/30/2004 06:25:00 pm
29.8.04
ncc day dnr...
hey hey..its ncc day dnr 2day..!! haha...actually...its somehow yest...since its already morning liaoz..jus came back...=P nan de i go out until so late..but ya..kinda like long time no see da "makan" gang le...so was like talking talking...
today...28th aug..suppose to go hai sing for trg in da morning..but i kinda overslpt...ops...=P sry shun..tired ahz...slpt till 2plus in da afternoon i tink..=D actually got wake up for a while in da morning for breaky..sis brought prata for me..so better get up n eat..since im da one who asked her to buy...so got up...have my breaky...n there i am..lying down on da bed..n there goes da ZzZzZzzzz......
woke up at 2plus..was like..oh shit..suppose to confirm mtg wif yati..but kinda end up mtg at 4plus..jus nice reach yishun in time..didnt meet da gang..as in da east ppl...instead...met ade n went to ian hse....ian..who is suppose to be at home already...is at bishun when i called him..somebody appearantly left his wallet at his workplace...had to went back to take...didnt wait tat long for him also la..sat at da bus stop for a while n there he is...so went to his hse..waited for him to bath n change..than ade help me touch up a bit..since i dun put make up..haha..dun really like..they kinda gimme a feeling tat using cosmetics will spoil my skin...so do a bit of hair also..than we took a cab down...n guess where is his hse..?? its jus a few streets away from occ...haha..so when we reach there da fare was like da same..?? =P
dnr was ok..kinda like da usual...but jus da table tingy was kinda confuse at first...didnt know where we suppose to sit...since ian was da one who booked da table..lucky east got quite a no. of empty seats...so we kinda like settled there...so we sat wif shen'an wei ren + jimmy..food was better than da pass years...da rest like nt much diff..jus lesser 42nd peps ard...hmz...really getting tat old le..took pictures here n there...usual stuff...while we looking for peps frm 42nd to take pics..44th was also looking...than came tis batch of real old clts...looking for peps from the 3O+ intake..so funny can...haha...guess im pretty slpy lehz..since i dun really go into details..so let's get over n done..
oh ya..did i mention da ade incident..?? hmz..haha..tis gal ahz..wan take pic wif somebody ahz...say wat he nw turn handsome n cute lehz...hehe...than when i got da camera n da person for her..she act act talk on da phone..haha...but still i manage to get da pic of them...=P shall nt disclose who tat person is...btw...yati u shld know since u started da cute tingy..haha...=)
after dnr..went boat quay wif ian ade...after which some more air clts joined in...drank a bit..nt really in da mood today...dunno y..maybe today see too many couples liaoz..haha..start to get bit envy...oh well..u jus cant rush into these kind of tings rite..?? gotta find da rite guy...n da guy must also like u...hmz...shall nt talk abt it lehz...=X
funny sia..3 of us came first..yet we r also (plus bao + ky) da last to leave..da rest all left early..come late go early...oh well..doesnt really bother me much also...walked to esplande after settling da bill...coz felt like going there n feel da sea breeze..was telling ade hw nice if u can go n enjoy n sea breeze by da sea wif ya partner (when u got one...) hmz..i kinda like tat idea...=)
hmz...nite is still young..but tink tats abt nw...nitez...ciaoz...
p/s : sry if i left out lotsa of stuff...hehe..lazy to tink...=P
Posted by dotsux at 8/29/2004 02:36:00 am
27.8.04
it's over..!!
helo...hehe..been bit lazy to go online n blog recently...=P pai sehz...bit bz also la..nuting much also...mon ophir trg...tues study wed study n test...sianz..
wed can count as the lousiest day i ever come across...!! arghz...shall nt talk abt it...another time perhaps...=/
2day...hmz...woke up an hr late..as usual...wanted to collect passport but forgot to bring i/c...instead went bugis wif sam n han qi...
really damn sianz...ciaoz...
Posted by dotsux at 8/27/2004 12:32:00 am
20.8.04
funny creatures...
girls are often refer to funny creatures..(is tat da term..??) but for me..i tink we ( girl + guy) tink each others as funny creatures...haha..didnt know hw i come to da conclusion..or shall we jus say human r funny creatures...nuting much happen for da past few days...jus dat yest i went over to sis rm to slp after she left for work..than dad tot i went to sch already..so when my alarm clock rang at my rm..along wif my hp..he jus shut it off w/o waking me..!!?? arghz..was super late when i woke up..its was like 12plus..?? dunno hw many times i miss a/c systems lehz..trying nt to miss any more le..(lecture starts at 1pm..)
was super early 2day..coz went to eat breaky wif er jie..she manage to get me out of bed..she always does..she do watever tings tat she can to wake me up..trust me..she'll even drag me down my bed...hehe...=P
so happy for singapore can...coz li jiawei da ping pong gal..won da quatar final against wang nan..who was suppose to be da world no.2..?? omg..n she actually won..!! congrats to team singapore..!! ok..fine..i admit..yes i've been watching olympics for da past few nites into da morning..tat's y its been so diff to wake up...=P plus...nw no more morning sms le...seldom la..ok i understand y..pls dun blame urself or wat..k..??
ok..side track...go back to my topic...y do i say tat..was chatting wif sam on da train back..was talking abt guys nt befriending their ex or gals tat they once chase after...wat he said was true..nt tat they dun wan to befriend u..but jus tat they pay less attention to u..coz no pt already wat..since kena rejected...hmz...tat's some sense coming out of our dear bro sam..haha..=P jus kidding....sry if i said someting wrong guys...but at times..gals do still hope to be gd frenz...jus dun get da wrong idea can le..(ya la ya la..hw can i voice out my view as a half boy half gal rite..?? =/)
sky diving festival tmr...n sun..gonna help out...kinda disappointed..since most of them can only turn up on sun...arghz..tat's so irritating can...nvm...gonna waste my sms again to ask them who's coming tmr morning...tmr afternonn...or sun..sianz..ciaoz..
Posted by dotsux at 8/20/2004 06:05:00 pm
18.8.04
FireWorks 10
Posted by dotsux at 8/18/2004 04:31:00 pm
FireWorks 6
Posted by dotsux at 8/18/2004 04:30:00 pm
they've grown..!!
Posted by dotsux at 8/18/2004 04:28:00 pm
TwIns..!!
Posted by dotsux at 8/18/2004 04:28:00 pm
FireWorks 3
Posted by dotsux at 8/18/2004 04:27:00 pm
FireWorks 5
Posted by dotsux at 8/18/2004 04:27:00 pm
FireWorks 4
Posted by dotsux at 8/18/2004 04:27:00 pm
FireWorks 2
Posted by dotsux at 8/18/2004 04:26:00 pm
FireWorks 1
Posted by dotsux at 8/18/2004 04:26:00 pm
16.8.04
omg...check out da fireworks..!!
went to watch fireworks wif both sis bro-in-law 3rd uncle n family n 3rd uncle's wife collueges...last of da festival...we met real early man...jus to get da sit at baker's inn..imagine it only open at 1800h..yet we reach there like 1650h..?? kena scolded by sis for being late somemore..but it was kinda worth..da long waiting..we got da best sit..rite next to da river n opp da place where they release da fireworks...so beautiful can...its singapore style tis wk...but someting jus haf to spolit my view everywk...last wk was da stupid tree..tis wk is da smoke from da fireworks..y cant da wind blow stronger...!!?? arghz..niways..really enjoy it..get to see sherry(my little cousin) too..she so cute can...hehe..after da ting..went to meet da rest at superbowl...yes they came n watch again...haha..but its really worth coming down everywk...went to play bit of pool bit of bowling n headed home..run like mad to catch da "we-tot-was-last" train...its was da 2nd last actually..=P
today nuting much...fly vincent's aeroplane again..!! im so sorry...suppose to meet up to do pro-e..promise to get up early da next time..!! i swear...but gotta treat him to lunch tmr....haf to..coz 2nd time le...but im nt alone..hehe..jh gonna share da cost..coz he too flown his kite..
no more fireworks lehz..gotta wait till da end of da yr...sianz...haiz...till than...ciaoz...
p/s: i'll still blog...dun worry..haven close down yet...haha...
Posted by dotsux at 8/16/2004 09:29:00 pm
14.8.04
*yaWnz....*
suppose to meet liting tis morning than go for trg..end up...did none..wasnt feeling tat well tis morning...tink go bit of sore throat...head was feeling so heavy..tink really lack of slp..super sianz..spent da whole day at home doing nuting..one of da rare sat tat i didnt go for ncc..i wish i had been better...
life like tis when everybody is bz....lazing ard doing nuting...
how i wish my sat wasnt wasted..hw i wish life was like before...movies coffees talk rubbish...everyting seems so alien to me nw..as if i live in another world.......a world of my own...sometimes..its nt tat bad after all...= )
Posted by dotsux at 8/14/2004 07:59:00 pm
12.8.04
truth abt relationship...
CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPSA person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested, "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, Please." "Oh, good looking, polite, humorous, sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. illing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent hen I want to Rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand YOU need television."
There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dreamof> > perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love ears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.
NO POINTING FINGERS
A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?" The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticise your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you."
We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves. If we forgive others, others will ignore our mistake too.
NO OVERPOWERING
Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage.
Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character." It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness. It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations.
RIGHT SPEECH
There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off becauseof wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.
A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, "Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me. Otherwise you> will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered, "You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you."
Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship.
TRUST
Trust is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.
A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call.She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she > was going to cut off the line, she heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is."
Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of"PUB".
PERSONAL PERCEPTION
Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison.
A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey?" Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked beside them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey. Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman." The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders. It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river.
"You can never have everyone praise you nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear."
Posted by dotsux at 8/12/2004 10:12:00 pm
11.8.04
lazy morning...
yest ndp was tiring man..nuting much special..jus tat i manage to catch da fireworks..?? da rest is like normal trg..jus tat its actual..hmz..wat wj say is true..feel kinda weird tat no nid go for trg on sat anymore..like hw we felt last yr..hope i get da chance to go again next yr..hehe..=Preported early in da morning..went to tamp n meet yati first @ 0730h..?? surprisingly i was da 1 who is early..though i had a super late nite on sun..hehe..shall nt touch on sun..=X brought breaky n eat...than took a cab down to hq..we were super early too..reach there @ ard 0830h..half an hr earlier..but we spent like half an hr in da toilet..?? haha..wore No.5T...1st time sia..super hot...but nice..though hot..didnt took da bus..went for breaky (again!!??) in dc car along wif wj + 2lt kelvin..5 of us went geylang serai there n eat..dunno whether am i too excited to tell them abt da fireworks i saw on sun or wat...i actually spilt my "teh-ping" on my skirt..!!?? wtf..faster go wash...haiz..lucky da blouse nt tat absorbant...skirt all wet..arghz..spoil my morning..da rest of da day nuting much liaoz..same routine...dropped at kallang mrt to catch da fireworks..stupid trees..always like to block my view..but still manage to catch some of them..so nice can..!! saw vincent n gf outside cheers while waiting for jh cg hq & wm...but both left early...didnt join us for dnr...
2day is a lazy day..haha..suppose to go sch early to do some pro-e for proj..but was too tired to wake up..hehe..=P so left home @ ard 1100h..to join da rest @ west coast where they r playing pool..than went sch..lecture..eat...than help wm celebrate his bd @ fc5..hehe..manage to smash da cake on his face..hehe...=P lalala...its been long since i last do tat k..!! =D
met sis after work..went to "wu ji shi"..wanted to buy sometings..but tink tink..hmz..nvm la..went to eat n headed home..coz both of us tired le..nw me also wan go slp le..nitez..ciaoz..
p/s: added a calender by da side...sry if i miss out certain dates...= )
Posted by dotsux at 8/11/2004 12:40:00 am
9.8.04
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE...!!
WISH ALL SINGAPOREANS A HAPPY NATIONAL DAY...!!!3 MORE DAYS TO PM HANDOVER...!! but still no holiday...sianz....=/
Posted by dotsux at 8/09/2004 11:58:00 pm
8.8.04
piggy misses him...
its 5 in da morning...suppose to be in bed nw...but its da 1 of da nitez where piggy tells me tat he misses him..da memories seems to be fresh in my mind..piggy was given to me one fine afternoon where im angry at him...he came back (after sending me home...) to my hse..cancelling his tution (if i didnt rem wrongly..to go get me piggy at raffles city...in sch uniform...jus to make me happy..
some1 who i once tot...da most impt person in my live...all his little surprises here n there..which always make me happy..couldnt be angry at him at all..all da late nite talks..somebody who actually motivated me to study..accompanied me thru my chicken pox wk...everyday..which is also chinese new yr..yes u r rite..from day 1 of CNW to da 2nd last day of CNW...spent everyday of 9months together...the songs we shared...the last ride round da area on da bike..the late nite rides..the movies we watched..ice age..da bball games...etc etc...there's too many to mention...nw..he belongs to another..(shld be ba..tats wat i last heard of him...)..a changed person...who i dunno at all...
still rem the time he tried to surprise me on my bd at da chalet..everybody helped him to distract me..but too bad..wind too strong..he jus couldnt get the candles light up..i jus to find out the trick up his sleeve...there's so many tings i wan to say..but it'll haf to take me days to finish them..
didnt really believed tat one person impact couid be so great to another..till it happens to me...its already 2yrs...since tat very phone call..it still sounds like yest to me..tears cant help flowing down...guess im really hurt..very hurt...ive tried very hard nt to tink of him...but i cant...
ever since..tink ive nv ask any1 to try to forget somebody..coz its really very hard..ppl say it takes time...im getting doubt on tat...
even tried to carry on my life..but everytime i try..i'll fail..the more i try..the more i'll tink of him..?? y gif me such nice wonderful beautiful memories when u know u gonna go..u gonna forget abt me..y am i da 1 suffering while u get to enjoy urself..i can always rem da day u left..da day tat u cried..u gave me da last kiss on da forehead..u promise me tat u'll be back in front of everybody..it'll nv come true...
how wish da wound deep down could be heal...but it cant...i jus know...sry gals...(attitudez...) i cant help but to tink of him..
Posted by dotsux at 8/08/2004 04:31:00 am
7.8.04
a long waited wkend break...wasted...
spncc FO activity yest...urban assault...not tat organized..but guess they had fun..so nt tat bad..could haf been better..if only we got more manpower...if only ppl r more willing to put in effort to get da tings done..if only..oh well..guess its over..tks to all peps tat came down to help..tat include u my dear..haha..though u r nt from sp but u came down to help...tks alot...=)reach home at near 2am yest nite..must tks wp from sending me + jh home..must be damn slpy rite..?? lucky u didnt fall aslp in da midst of expressway....(*touchwood*)
woke up @ 12plus 2day....nan de i get to slp till so late..been waking up early for da pass few wks..though sch start late..but gotta go early for proj...didnt really go out..went out wif er jie to go support her fren at tis charity tingy at wisma..than went down to opp sim lim there to look for my da jie...she selling flag for sg buddhist free clinic..after which went to drink imt @ mos burger n headed home..reach home at ard 6plus..surf net...play bit of gb..(long time no play le..feeling super sianz..so bo bianz...)..watch naruto...nw nuting to do..so blogging lor..er jie playing game so cant watch tv..haiz...felt so wasted...do nuting da whole day..another jus pass like tat...
suppose to go eat steamboat n watch fireworks tmr...wif attitudez..but guess its nt gonna work out..since like half of them cant make it...n they dun wan eat steamboat..hmz..dun feel like going le..tot since so long nv meet could haf met up...
starting to tink of da past again...dunno y...stupid reasons...
regrets...memories...starting to flow back like water..
frenz...relationships...sch...ncc....
am i asking too much..?? am i such of a person tat is so hard to get along..?? wat am i talking abt..?? hmz..i also dunno...
my right heel is killing me...been aching..?? (is tat da correct word..??) since last sat...ndp preview..tink coz of da damn "cock" shoe...better get better on mon..coz haf to wear tat dumb shoe again...somebody jus chop off my leg can..!!??
p/s: feel like changing my blogskin...hmz...
- LiFe SuX -
Posted by dotsux at 8/07/2004 10:56:00 pm
4.8.04
pictures...!!
finally able to work out hw to use tat "hello" tingy...was tinking of posting some pics for u guys to see...hehe...=)Posted by dotsux at 8/04/2004 10:46:00 pm
some of the fireworks tat we saw on sun...isnt it beautiful...??
Posted by dotsux at 8/04/2004 10:45:00 pm
grp pic took when we met up for fire works last sun...super nice...!!
Posted by dotsux at 8/04/2004 10:37:00 pm
haha...finally its their chance to revenge...!!
Posted by dotsux at 8/04/2004 10:37:00 pm
eh...hmz...dunno hw to explain....haha...
Posted by dotsux at 8/04/2004 10:35:00 pm
lunch for da day..!! nasi lemak...haha..most of us jus eat da ikan bilis + rice onli...lazy eat da fish...=P
Posted by dotsux at 8/04/2004 10:34:00 pm
K-Lunch...!! hehe...went ktv wif da guys during our long break...not bad ahz...!!
Posted by dotsux at 8/04/2004 10:32:00 pm
2.8.04
im back...!
helo...im back frm camp..nt a tat bad camp i guess...hehe..coz tink i slack too much le..= (went for ndp preview on da 2nd day of camp feast...my turn to march for a show..gosh...its alot of ppl man..didnt see tat much during syfoc lor..tink coz tat time im in da front..coz didnt get to see da whole stadium....=P da whole ting was nt tat bad..jus tat da shoe was a killer...arghz..hate cock shoes...=/ took dc car back to camp...went to amk to eat first..didnt bring my money along...so dc paid for them..hehe..n he heard from da conversation of me n fate on da phone..know tat they wan to eat also..we went to another coffeeshop to buy food...(da 1 we eating dun haf halal food..)
yest after booking out from camp...went home..change rest a while n went out to meet helyn @ bedok platform..go sim lim..again..!!?? yes...i know..but tat goddamn-i-tot-is-gd mp3 spolit again...yes...twice in a within 5days..tis time i wan to change another brand..but too bad i 4got to bring da whole set back...meet jh & shun @ bugis to go sim lim together...after which we went to city hall to meet da rest..got us 4 + wen min + choon guan + john + wei te & gf..han qi suppose to hjoin us...but too bad..he's sick..nvm..next wk ba..went suntec to buy dnr from carrefour...afterwhich xiao bai join us..than we walked to marina bay for da fire works festival...was still early..ard 5plus 6..?? but already got so many ppl.."chopping" place by da river...lucky we manage to get a spot too...settled down n started eating our dnr..hehe..had lots sia..10 parts of chicken wings 2 roast chicken 2 pizza 1 rib & 2L apple juice..!! haha..filling sia..!! but after half an hr or so..it started to drizzy...omg..we quickly pack up n went under shears bridge...slack there till 8pm...where da fireworks is suppose to start...oh ya..solomon came to join us there also...= )
decided to change a place to watch..coz cant get da view of da whole sky....went to stand somewhere else..da ting didnt start on time lor..we waited for abt 10mins like tat than it start...but da fireworks is like so nice can..!! upload da pics next time when jh send me...= )
after tat we went for a drink down at broadwalk..had some drinks....met kai n mike while on da way back from da toilet..they went to watch da fireworks too...!! tot of asking attitudez to go for tis wk's one...so hw guys..?? hmz..dunno hw to continue talk abt da rest of da nite le..haha...=P ending is i took a cab wif jh back...helyn n shun left early to catch da train...
2day...went to hq early to get my excuse letter..4got to bring home on sun...than also to draw my no.5T for ndp...waited for dc for a while as he got mtg..than went over to log to draw da uniform than rushed down to yck to meet wp...going to sim lim to settle da mp3 tingy..btw..tks wp...for da pizza..its very nice...=D
took us an hr or so to settle da ting...end up tinking i made da wrong decision...arghz..!!?? why am i so stupid...!!?? shall nt talk abt it le...=/